Why have a heart just for pain?

It’s disappointing. When I realized even the one I love the most didn’t believe that I’m a changed person. I tried so hard to lour my ego, to be patient, to not easily angered by small things. It has been years. But I guess nobody noticed anything.

Isn’t it supposed to be a good thing if you recognized your ego and do something about it rather than busily pointing out others but their own?

It’s hard to get rid of people’s first impression of you. I’m changing and striving everyday to be a better person.

Apparently, once an angry man, always an angry man.

I’m hurt.

Author’s note: The post title is a line by Boku from The World of Kanako.

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