Izzue Islam

Suatu petang semasa duduk bersantai di ruang keluarga sambil makan maruku…

“Comel la Izzue Islam ni,” kata mak sambil membelek laman akhbar yang memaparkan gambar Izzue dan isteri.

“Haah, memang comel pun,” sahut aku.

“Comelll je,” kata mak lagi.

“Haah, memang pun. Sebaya kaklang tu,” sahut aku lagi.

“Ohh.. Muda lagi,” jawab mak.

Aisehmennn… getus hatiku. Salah topik laaa. Apesall la aku gatal bagitahu Izzue tu sebaya aku?

“Muda-muda lagi dah kahwin kan?” kata mak.

“Anak mak bila laa nak kahwin..”sambung mak lagi.

Told ya.

Crossroad

Since my phone broke a few days ago, it has given me an ample time and space without any interruption to sit and decide. I have been thinking about leaving since many months ago. I performed badly in my study, I think i’m going to flunk this time. It’s not a good model for them.

Making a decision is hard, especially on things like this. I have to consider the feelings of so many parties. And i have yet to decide whether to just stay low till i passed final year or leaving for good.